you don't deserve to love on earth

you made my mom thinks that i am not intelligent. it's because you're fucking crazy to sit in front of a book for 8hours. im sorry. im not that kind of a person. i just can't.you know what? because of you she is now screaming at the top of her lungs saying im just not worth it. too bad, im too good to get number 1. heh, pmpuan, g mati ah. in every yells and shouts, there will always you mentioned. who are you btw? yeah, i forgot. THE BITCH. and life ruin-er. hebat sgt ah study 10jam? apsl? bagus ah, biar otak jam. i can't afford to blame myself. i am just too INNOCENT to be blamed. i am perfect the way i am. i wonder why are you still living on earth? you wouldn't know if comes the day i will kill you. im confused, why the screaming, why the harsh words, why the curse, why the angry? if i don't turn out to be the way you wanted me to be, im so sorry. i am just the way i am.