made a wrong turn

yup, i guess that's the end of my fairytale. misunderstood. the best word.WHYWHYWHY? feel so hopeless. feel so empty. i just wanted to be part of it.i am trying so hard, it's wasting my time. WHY DO I DO THAT? i just don't know. it's like swallowing thorns down your throat. no other way. STOP IT. please. can't go through this. please. begging. starting from now onwards, i just wanna stand beside you and hold your back. that's what i dreamed for :D