faking

why am i doing this? telling you that im so happy for you but at that time, i was struggling with my emotions. i don't know why, but i think it's happening. the part where you are starting to put me as your second priority. why am i faking myself saying im alright when im not? is it because of i love you too much, i wouldn't wanna get you in trouble? so, if that's the case, I HAVE TO HATE YOU, i guess.