i am diyana hawa :)

i am diyana hawa :)

i live and i love :)

i live and i love :)

Saturday, December 10, 2011

A LIttle Smile On Your Face

You have always had the sweetest smile on earth. The welcoming heart, the warm eyes and nice hugs and kisses. Now, all GONE. All left was just the fierce eyebrows. We dont ask for anything more than just a smile, laugh and happiness. You used to spend time with me by going for a swim. Now everything that i do doesnt fit what you like. Every single thing with flaws. Everyday with tears holding back not to drop. May i ask why? Is it because of the disease or is it because of it is suppose to happen to every woman in the world? I would love to live everyday without the fear of you getting angry or mad at us. I would love to live everyday like other teenagers. I understand you, your way. But sometimes, all i need is a little praise here and there and also advices. What am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? Where did SHE go? Yeah, me with all my jokes and laughs. But why can't you smile just a little bit? Definitely will brighten your face. I really, badly missed you so much. Now i know how important it is to cherish every second you have with the loved ones. Damn it, i really miss you. Why are you shouting shrieking and so on? Are you afraid of not giving us enough advices and teaching us to be a human? You did very well in shaping us into someone in the world. You are the greatest and toughest person ive ever met. You gave me the strength to every single thing i do. Maybe, it is irreversable.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Rooshil Shah


HAHAHAHAHA. thrill thrill thrill. he's the delegate of palestine fromBMUN. btw, BMUN was awesome! And he is sooooooooo like, OMG. Haha, i was enchanted to meet you, Rooshil Shah <3

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

FRIENDS.




can anyone tell me what is the meaning of the word "friends"?

  • Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait for the answer.
  • A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out
  • The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.
  • A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked.
  • Friends are kisses blown to us by angels.

can anyone see how beautiful friendships are suppose to be?
can anyone tell me why am i feeling all alone and pain?
can anyone feel what i am feeling right now?


oooo, bila nak mntk tlg, snyum bkn main manis, tatacara bkn main lembut, pjuk bkn main baik. in short, perfect gila. tp bila senang, jln tk pndg kiri kanan, bila org ckp tk pndg muka. bkn tk ikhlas nk mnolong, tk kesah. tp, jgn tk ikhlas kwn dgn kita.




Saturday, November 12, 2011

Khairiyah Ezzah Kamarudin


heyyho :)


The person is successful when he has lived well, laughed often, and loved much, who has gained the respect of the intelligent men and the love of children, who has filled his niche and accomplished his task, who leaves the world better than he found it, who never lacked appreciation of earth's beauty or failed to express it, who looked for the best in others and gave the best he had.


ALL THE BEST !

ps: i love you :)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Saturday, October 8, 2011

moonlight.

this is what we call at peak. homesick, exam, problems, tasks. this is just the beginning. i am right now pretty homesick since ibu and abah hasnt come to visit me for more than a month :( second, exam is just around the corner, a lot to cover, a lot to study, crushing my brain. hey iffah, stop creating a problem from yourself and involving me and umairah. not brilliant. seeking for death, in short. umairah and i have lots and lots of things to think about and you're fooling around, joking which is sooo outrageous. and umairah, i pray for you to stay. it's a waste and a loss to go out of this school. the certificate is highly valuable. and you got a bright future. pray hard and Allah will definitely help you. be strong, FRIEND :D and keep smiling. for those who never listened to me, just be prepared for the consequences and circumstances coming. i warned and cautioned all of you. now ive got to struggle hard for 5PINTAR :) i love you ALLAH IBU AND ABAH.


ya Allah, please help me go through all of this. i really need Your strength to carry on. i begged You to show me the light and bring me back to where i belong. THE TRUE ROAD. let me stay away from sins and guide me my way. let me be the one who listens to You and stay away from all Your prohibition. truthfully, i really really want to be close to You and feel Your love. taste the happiness being loved by You. AMIN.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

i did this whole-heartedly :)


there are 3 things i love to do.

  1. playing piano

  2. baking

  3. designing


this is the latest creation :) worn by FARAH MAWADDAH ABDUL KARIM. well, surprisingly, she got the "BEST DRESS" award. unexpectedly.