moonlight.

this is what we call at peak. homesick, exam, problems, tasks. this is just the beginning. i am right now pretty homesick since ibu and abah hasnt come to visit me for more than a month :( second, exam is just around the corner, a lot to cover, a lot to study, crushing my brain. hey iffah, stop creating a problem from yourself and involving me and umairah. not brilliant. seeking for death, in short. umairah and i have lots and lots of things to think about and you're fooling around, joking which is sooo outrageous. and umairah, i pray for you to stay. it's a waste and a loss to go out of this school. the certificate is highly valuable. and you got a bright future. pray hard and Allah will definitely help you. be strong, FRIEND :D and keep smiling. for those who never listened to me, just be prepared for the consequences and circumstances coming. i warned and cautioned all of you. now ive got to struggle hard for 5PINTAR :) i love you ALLAH IBU AND ABAH.

ya Allah, please help me go through all of this. i really need Your strength to carry on. i begged You to show me the light and bring me back to where i belong. THE TRUE ROAD. let me stay away from sins and guide me my way. let me be the one who listens to You and stay away from all Your prohibition. truthfully, i really really want to be close to You and feel Your love. taste the happiness being loved by You. AMIN.