During dinner time, i was shocked when abah mentioned biruni's name. Which is soooo random. Abah asked me, " awak suka biruni ke?" and i went, " tak ah, knp?" abah answered, "tkde la, abah tgok korang dua ni rpt." stunt, ibu Interrupted, "awak ni kecik kecik dh pndai nk berboyfriend," in an angry tone.mmmm sebuah perkenalan yg tidak dijangka "tak lahhhh, ktorg kwn baik je kot. Knp tibatiba abah tnya bnda ni?" and abah was like, "takde la, bknnya apa pun, abah tau aby rasa dia bestfriend aby, tp aby tautak prasaan dia dkt aby? " i was still sane, so i answered rationally, " ya allah, ktorg kwn baik je, mcm nadia dgn muna, tkde apa pun. Impossible kot dia nk suka aby," abah seemed to believe me, but he did add, " abah tau, dia pun bdk baik, tp ni skrg, in future nnti who knows klu korang in love?" i was getting irritated by what abah said. "sumpah ktorg tkde apaapa." abah was probably satisfied with what i told him, "mm if then, thats okaylah, tp berhati hati, tkut nnti awk suka dia, dia tk suka awk, awk yg skit hati." totally annoyed with what he said, " yeee abah."
.............five mins aftr that...........
"aby, aby nk tau tk knp abah ckp mcm tu tadi?" ayang started out the conversation. "apasal?" i was wondering whts up with everybody. "abah tkut nnti jd apa apa kt aby" ayang tried to convince me. I was confused, " jadi apa? Apa mksud ayang?" . Ayang replied, "apa apa la. Mcm fitnah ke, tk pun klu aby baik ngan dia, nnti one day dia skitkan hati aby, aby jugak yg nangis. Ayang nk ckp secara general, which applies to smua kwnkwn aby, trmasuk nadia ngan muna. Aby pun tau kan apa rasa bestfriend tngglkan aby." What ayang said was true, plus, she was not talking craps. She knew what is actually btwn me and biruni. "dr aby pnya perspektif, mmg ye aby ckp dia bestfriend aby, tp org lain yg tk kenal korang? " ayang was warning. Pissed off, i told her, " apa apa ah, mls nk kisah. Aby dh ckp kan, aby ngan dia bestfriend, tkde apa apa". Ayang tried to cool me off, "ayang tau, abah pun tau, tp aby kahwin dgn biruni bknlah satu fantasi, bnda tu blh jd realiti aby," . Now, i was absolutely angry. "dah la, drop this subject, aby tknk ckp dh. And, tipu ah aby kahwin dgn biruni." . " ayang kenal aby dgn biruni, ayang pun tau korang best friend, tp sbb dia LELAKI, sbb tu mungkin org lain pdg lain. Okay? Aby jgn la mrh, ayang suka je biruni tu. Ayang tk kesah pun pegi ambik dia hari hari, tp ayang tkmau adik ayang satu hari nnti sakit hati. "
........ ..and the conversation ended...........
I wonder, apa perspektif org lain? Kenapa jantina menjadi persoalan nk jd best friend? Btul ke one day nnti aby blh tersuka biruni? Kahwin dgn biruni bknlah fantasi? Bestfriend tngglkan kita ? Apa mksud ayang, apa apa blh jd? Fitnah? Yeah. Great. Now my head is full with questions tht cant be answered. Knp abah concern? Abah nmpk smthg yg aby tk nmpk ke? Look, you guys are scaring me. Physco.ish, skrg i am afraid of losing my bestfriends. Urgh, serabut Serabut.
Ps, ibu dh knl biruni, tp apa perspektif ibu pulak?
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