IMMA BE MYSELF, who cares?

yeah,

so what? if i love taylor swift?

so what? if i love taylor lautner?

so what? if im not updated with new songs?

so what? if i dont know who is lady gaga?

so what? if i love classic songs?

so what? if im a lame person?

so what? if im still IN LOVE with my first love?

so what? if i cant LOVE whoever who's IN LOVE with me.

and btw, WHO CARES?

i apologize for not being able to say I LOVE YOU because ive had enough already. if you can easily say I LOVE YOU, to any girl that exists in your life, i think im right. right not to love you. ohh, its so easy to say I LOVE YOU? NO! it has never been easy. i love you means more than you could understand yourself.

and obviously im not going to say sorry for not having the ability to give you a personal picture. it's MY PRIDE, not yours, so you wouldnt understand. you kept begging to me to give you a picture. and when i say " there're tonnes of my pictures in fb" and you said " tknk, nk yg dlm phone" ehhhh PEGI MATI LA. i won't give you. and how could you argue with me about the differences of fb pictures and phone pictures. OF COURSE ITS DIFFERENT YOU MORON! fb pictures , people dont ask for it. you upload or being tagged because just for fun and people dont approach you and say, " hey nk gmbr blh? nk yg dlm fb?" people NEVER ask for pictures of myself to be uploaded. and secondly, it differs because fb pictures can be seen by anyone. not just YOU. if i give my picture through MMS, duhh, you're the only one who's gonna have my picture right? get my point? hah!

and fyi, i HATE you saying SAYANG or anything near that (baby, awk sya, etc..) GROSS. im absolutely not into this mushymushy thingy with A GUY. its so, cliche. OMG, i wouldnt want to marry you. you didnt even finish SPM , and you ask me to be your wife? no, no man, no. please, i want to get a degree and a good life. so, dont try to wait for me cause i wont. im__speechless