Distance does tear us apart

Most of these holidays i have been spending it wisely. Now, left less than five days to be cherished. Guess what? School is reopening. Great. SPM is waiting eagerly for us. And i do hope that we,0812 can perform well. Amin. Speaking of ending the holidays, i have started feeling the heaviness and the gloom of leaving alor setar. A place that has nothing but consists of everything. The only place i would love to be.

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Today didnt go well though. Planned of going for an outdoor activity, ended up on my bed. Yeah, right. So-called a beneficial activity. I have no idea whats wrong with me today. It seems that i am so not in the mood i guess. This is so not me. I really, badly want to spend some quality time with the ones i love. But there are a few obstacles that come with everything. This is life. It doesnt give you everything, but when it gives you something, its just not what you want. Part of life is learning, part of learning is loving, and part of loving is letting go. I have learnt how to love, but have i learnt how to let go? The big question unanswered yet. My life is full of wonders, questions, things to be explored and discovered, so many things to try and to feel. Will i be able to accomplish everything, or am i just gonna sit and do nothing? Seriously, i am actually kind of confused of what to chose, what to say, what to wear, who do i fit in, who goes along with me, and the surprise is, WHO I AM and WHO WILL I BE?


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It is so often that we youngsters hear the old people saying that, distance does not distant you away from the loved one. But fyi, in the nowadays technology, distance does bring you apart and distance does bring you closer to a person. Maybe its different now. You cant be married and live thousand miles away from your husband. It will fade the love away. I admit, sometimes, it makes you appreciate that person more, and you tend to miss and love them more. But the reality is, when you are far away from that person, then, another person comes into your life fill the emptiness and make you feel alive, who to blame?DISTANCE? Haha, think!