when life is empty

days had been so long. days had been exhausting. days had been excruciating. i NEED a rest. but the days had been the best. all of sudden i felt so sincere in living my everyday life. just this weekend. when you wake up everyday with the intention of learning music, or your passion, it's just too beautiful even though it was filled by thunder and storm. i did my very best on Festival Wind Orchestra and we got GOLD AWARD and made it to the finals. and that added the beautiful-ness of the days. haha. met faiq,afi and rifqi from MCKK, amni and farzana from TKC. nothing much though, but to the fact that they are MUSICIANS and i am surrounded by musicians like me, nothing more i wanted at that moment. but when everything is over, yup, i felt the burden, but guess what, HEAVIER. -.-'' with the homeworks, the chapters, the teachers, the practices, the pressures, so much to be done. and starting to feel so empty and missing home. hoping for the days to stay long. please.