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I KNOW I AM THE WORST. I KNOW I AM NOT THE BEST. I KNOW YOU ARE DISAPPOINTED IN ME. I KNOW I AM THE BLACK SHEEP. I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING I DO MAKES YOU FEEL MISERABLE. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE DAMN ANGRY AT ME. I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE TO BE HERE. BUT WHAT I KNOW ABOUT MYSELF, I DID MY BEST IN EVERYTHING, I NEVER FAIL TO PICK MYSELF UP WHEN I FALL, I TRIED TO MAKE YOU FEEL PROUD OF ME, I TRIED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, AND I NEVER GIVE UP TO DO ALL THESE THINGS FOR YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. THAT'S ALL I WANT YOU TO KNOW. I MAY NOT BE THE BEST, OR MAYBE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE, BUT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MYSELF AND I NEVER REGRET LIVING EVERYDAY WITH MYSELF.