it's my family, where i belong

today, is the last day i'll be seeing my sister and brother. definitely i'm heartbroken. i am damn tired from working all day long and working my ass off to make sure that this year's majlis khatam a success. yeah, of course there are things that went wrong today, and i don't even wanna think about it. dah, benda dh nk jadi, jadila. i was given lecture by my mom about not being in the house for a long period. hell yeahh, i've been helping my ustaz out. mna nk blh ada kt rumah enn. and i went to aida's sister's wedding feast, for almost two hours, sitting and talking craps with my brother and sister. and then, i went straight to auntie sharifah fatimah's house, saja nk melepak, i was bored. and then i went to sleep. around 5:30 in the evening my dad called up and said he was going to pick me up. and i went home sulkily. duhh, of course, i was sleepy. the moment i arrived home, my mom started lecturing me. dah la mmg i tgh pnat, and then, i was not in the mood of listening any lectures or advices. and my mom got furious to the fact that i was making faces. i exploded into tears as i was so haywire thinking about the homework i haven't finished and friends that i have to leave back in my hometown. i don't wanna face tomorrow in distress,for i just wanna stay in today, with my family, my brother and sister, my friends. this is where i could be myself, where people accepted me in every way, where i feel comfort, WHERE I BELONG.