my world comes crashing down

this time around, i am definitely not happy about my vacation a.k.a holidays. yeah, it wasn't full of happiness, instead it was full of lameness, sadness, dullness and so on. but today was the most exciting day of all days of holidays, although it wasn't that exciting. yes, i did go on outing with ILMUNA, ANNAZATUL, BIRUNI, AKHMAL AND HASNOL but it wasn't full of eagerness and curiosity. we didn't even feel like moving to the next minute. it was horrible. and to worsen the most exciting days of all dumb days, somebody was offended at the so-called party, and it didn't feel good when you think about it. it is soooooooooo mean. even though, at some point you feel ridiculed, but seriously, if you were in their shoes, you would totally feel the same. to those who are offended by me, I AM SO SORRY. i haven't had the intention to make you feel bad. not to say it was an accident, it was something unseen. and, thankyou guys for making me feel better at the end of the day :) and sorry for troubling you guys in coming to the so-called party. to biruni and akhmal, about the manipulate thingy case, ilmuna and i was so bored waiting for both of you, so we had to rush you guys ;)