headache

my schedule is damn tight. i am now having a fever and that doesn't help at all. and i cried all night thinking about band. yes, PASSION MAKES YOU DESPERATE. and i am fighting myself to let go what i want to do for what's best for me. btw, this is my schedule.

17-18/2/11	KEMPEN PEMILIHAN PENGAWAS (PUBLIC SPEAKING)
21/2/11	POSTER PEMILIHAN PENGAWAS
26/2/11	CYBER RUN
01/3/11	MID TERM 1 EXAMINATION
07/3/11	TEMUDUGA PEMILIHAN PENGAWAS
08/3/11	UNDIAN PELAJAR PEMILIHAN PENGAWAS
11/3/11	PENGUMUMAN PEMILIHAN PENGAWAS
21/3/11	PELANTIKAN PENGAWAS PERSEMBAHAN PANCARAGAM PETRONAS
25/3/11	KURSUS PENGAWAS
26/3/11	FLASHMOB RTM (SHOOTING)
31/3/11	DEPART FROM MALAYSIA TO FRANCE
10,11,12/4/11	ARRIVE MALAYSIA FROM FRANCE
22-25/4/11	SARINGAN WIND ORCHESTRA COMPETITION

see, ive told you. not to mention if i emphasize it into one day. for an example,

yesterday, right after school ended at 2:30 , i had to go to the staff room. and at 3:15 i had to unload things from my teacher's car. and at the same time, i had to grab my lunch and go for prayers. at 3:25 i went back to the dorm to change my attire. and at 3:30 i had a meeting with my disciplinary teacher and protocol bureau's duty. whaaat? can you imagine? how i live my life everyday? can't wait to go back home and enjoy my holidays.