crush

yesterday was a haywire. all of a sudden, a girl appeared in front of me(not literally) and asked me,

"hmpa gf dia ka?" and i was like,

"why? r u his gf?" and she said no and they were friends.

so i asked her, wht's the matter. she said that she deleted his number because she did not want to bother us. so far as i am concerned, being his has nothing to do with his friends right? so, it is not necessary pun to do that. i guess there must be something else going on. why would you delete your friend's number because of his girlfriend? it is not plausible AT ALL. so we talked, and i asked her why and everything, it turns out that she fell for him. that's why she wanted to break their relationship. she's afraid that she'll envy us. oh, ok, whateverr. but, what is more important here is that,

she keeps on telling me that she loves him and she's crying because apparently i am his. why would you tell your crush's gf that youre desperately in love with her bf, and keep telling her that youre crying because of him. does it make sense? NO. NOT AT ALL. and when i asked her to text him and sort this problem out, she wouldn't want to. but then , she sent him a message saying that she's sorry and bla bla, but at the end of the message, she wrote

ILYSFDM-i love you so fucking damn much.

in fact, she kept on sending it to him everytime she texts him. why? don't you have your own pride or something? and then, she kept on writing

/ fake smile /

as in,

" dah la.thank you utk sgala galanya. utk layanan baek _______ n diyana kt _____

.korang dua serasi :D

/fake smile/

get it? it is not necessary at all to tell the boy that you are faking your smile. it's just so wrong. it's like youre trying to make us feel guilty. OH, I AM SO NOT GOING TO FEEL GUILTY . since i am a girl, i can easily figure out what are you feeling or what are you thinking. so dont act stupid.